Believe in yourself. I’m the root of everythingg,I am the one who starts noticing it, the words of other people, their actions,their behavior, everything.i’m the one who starts it.i’ve become the person I never was,I shouldn’t have feel humiliated, criticizeed, judged, no matter how hard the words were,I should have stick to my belief that I am not what I’m hearing.before it hits my mind upsets my heart I would have let those words disappears before i heard it.when did I become this person giving more attention to something very unimportant than me.beacuse I started all of these,I became the person I never was.its me who ruined my peace, who let if affect my chain of thoughts, just because somebody thought so, speaks so,I’ve given my attention & reacted to somebody’s assumptions knowing it were all wrong & didn’t me at all.i started giving their thoughts more importance than me.i started believing what they defined me, which was completely wrong.& nobody force me to do that , but I myself did that, nobody force me to go through the pain,it’s me who lets my heart go though all the pain.its me nobody force me to feel bad, nobody force me to ruin my peace,it’s me who lets in everything that caused me harm.& feel bad all the time.its me who suffer , suffering is choosing.i didn’t look the other sides.there’s say when one door closes the other one opens up, when there’s dark, brighter side too, when there is negative happening, positive happening too.its all within me I missed to look the other sides.its all starts within me.i am the root of everything everything is within me.anger,hate,love,happiness, sadness, peace,everything,every coin has two sides & if you fell on one side always remember there is other side available.